.Project You

You…. Wake up every day. Eyes open, chest rising and falling. The thoughts, plans, lists and responsibilities start running through your mind. Your body resists the urge to move, stretch, get out bed. The lights come on, your eyes squint, your breathing patterns get shorter and you start your day. No matter what you doContinue reading “.Project You”

.underneath

You ask me where I come from. What I’ve done. Where I’ve been. Who I am.  I could write about my childhood…. growing up in a household with parents who don’t know what love is. With siblings that follow suit. I could tell you about the endless days and nights where I cried alone inContinue reading “.underneath”

.this time

The days where I feel a slight spunk in my step and a happy go lucky attitude slowly taking over my pessimistic demeanor seem to stand out amongst the others. Its the days where I wake up rested and choose to make anything that comes my way work for the better. Its the days thatContinue reading “.this time”

.she is not me

I love going through my journals, and the endless piles of tattered notebooks that fill my heart with nostalgia, love, pain and sometimes with peace…. An array of emotions usually come over as I live out the memories in my mind that inspired the words and scribbles. Sometimes it’s a smile or a tear, sometimes it’s gut wrenchingContinue reading “.she is not me”

.only yesterday

It was only yesterday That today was just a dream Plots sketched out in my journal It was all a scheme… How today seemed so lovely Another chance to get it right But now today seems to be Another yesterday come night… Nothing achieved My plans didn’t succeed I had the time I wished… ButContinue reading “.only yesterday”

.struggles

When I see people struggling through their battles I can’t contain my empathy well. I want to scoop them up and wash away their worries. I want to love and make those that I love feel loved and respected and cherished. I want them to know that although I can’t wash away their stresses thatContinue reading “.struggles”

.for my children

I love you more with every day Your little souls wrapped around mine I love you more than I love myself I’ve loved you since the beginning of time… Your tiny hands, slowly they grew Every day your beautiful spirits create something new.. I thought I would be the one to teach you The oneContinue reading “.for my children”