.Not a day less

From ever to ever leads to forever Not a day less will do We spend so much time being there for others But I will not leave my forever alone I have finally found my forever home… From you, I have found that the uncertainties in my life were only moments in time… Like aContinue reading “.Not a day less”

.underneath

You ask me where I come from. What I’ve done. Where I’ve been. Who I am.  I could write about my childhood…. growing up in a household with parents who don’t know what love is. With siblings that follow suit. I could tell you about the endless days and nights where I cried alone inContinue reading “.underneath”

.the moments when I miss

Lost moments with loves I never knew…Missing the memories I never got to make… Day dreaming of moments that I know I’ll never have… Questioning why things were never as they seemed.  Longing for the person I had envisioned her to be. Missing what I had hoped she’d be but never was.  How can youContinue reading “.the moments when I miss”

.she is not me

I love going through my journals, and the endless piles of tattered notebooks that fill my heart with nostalgia, love, pain and sometimes with peace…. An array of emotions usually come over as I live out the memories in my mind that inspired the words and scribbles. Sometimes it’s a smile or a tear, sometimes it’s gut wrenchingContinue reading “.she is not me”

.why are you waiting?

What makes the world so bright To the small child inside us all? The fear and stress we have Is from being here…. But wanting to be there… It comes from knowledge, faith and hope Of a brighter beautiful way… One that we pray for each and every day Behind your eyes are answers toContinue reading “.why are you waiting?”

.struggles

When I see people struggling through their battles I can’t contain my empathy well. I want to scoop them up and wash away their worries. I want to love and make those that I love feel loved and respected and cherished. I want them to know that although I can’t wash away their stresses thatContinue reading “.struggles”

.building me

I need strength and clarity I need hope for sanity Through this restless storm The rain clouds begin to form Hoping that tomorrow brings What yesterday has failed to see The burden of what I have done The choices & actions & the way I run… An endless path of frustration Taking a chance toContinue reading “.building me”