You ask me where I come from. What I’ve done. Where I’ve been. Who I am. I could write about my childhood…. growing up in a household with parents who don’t know what love is. With siblings that follow suit. I could tell you about the endless days and nights where I cried alone inContinue reading “.underneath”
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.she is not me
I love going through my journals, and the endless piles of tattered notebooks that fill my heart with nostalgia, love, pain and sometimes with peace…. An array of emotions usually come over as I live out the memories in my mind that inspired the words and scribbles. Sometimes it’s a smile or a tear, sometimes it’s gut wrenchingContinue reading “.she is not me”
.let me say
If you love me Than let me say That I am suffering In an unfamiliar way… Happiness is present But sadness still prevails Not sure how to handle it Not sure what all it entails But I am willing to challenge it I am willing to push through… I am willing to find a wayContinue reading “.let me say”
. the trail
An ocean of sadness that swallowed her whole. Questioning her sanity, she began to fall… Deeper into the rushing waves of sheer madness and pain. Always, she wondered… If it would be the same. She didn’t know just what to do… So she clenched onto her dreams, wishing that they’d all come true. She leftContinue reading “. the trail”
.what I carry inside
It’s 6 o’clock on a Sunday And the rain comes pouring down The memories of what was and is Always seem to get me down I look beyond for a brand new hope But my mind plays tricks on me And when I think I’ve got it all figured out Reality kindly greets me OnceContinue reading “.what I carry inside”
.highway to nowhere
People think I’m a drifter strolling down the highway of life looking for quick pick me ups to erase all of my strife… But my journey just beginning with every ride I hitch the curves and twists never ending there is no volume button or on and off switch… There are times I wish IContinue reading “.highway to nowhere”
.losing control
My life, not so different from your own comes with happiness, sadness, love and loss… I’ve given and taken. I’ve forgiven and begged for forgiveness my self. But somehow I can’t seem to forget. The pain weighs heavy on my heart. A journey through love and anguish that never seems to end. My heart is usually worn onContinue reading “.losing control”
.who she is
Inside her mind she runs from herself. Scared to find that she is exactly what she never planned to be ~ Jane Fox
.In my mind
Most of the time I am fairly good with words. My perspective of my daily life is usually filtered by an inner monologue that fills in the gaps. And more often than not there is some sort of ongoing theme song playing quietly inside. You may think it’s odd or maybe even crazy, you mayContinue reading “.In my mind”
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