.Project You

You…. Wake up every day. Eyes open, chest rising and falling. The thoughts, plans, lists and responsibilities start running through your mind. Your body resists the urge to move, stretch, get out bed. The lights come on, your eyes squint, your breathing patterns get shorter and you start your day. No matter what you doContinue reading “.Project You”

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.Love

Love, I have found you. You are everything I thought you could never be. You are everything I never thought I would have. Love, dance with me. Live in color and grow like the beautiful flowers that surround us; against all odds I found you. All will be right, dancing like water with the light.Continue reading “.Love”

.Not a day less

From ever to ever leads to forever Not a day less will do We spend so much time being there for others But I will not leave my forever alone I have finally found my forever home… From you, I have found that the uncertainties in my life were only moments in time… Like aContinue reading “.Not a day less”

.when you never really had a mother 

Mother’s Day….. a day to celebrate the beauty of a mother and her undying love for her child or children. But what if you are a motherless child who never knew the love that a mother so instinctually gives her child? It’s not much of a celebration after all…. Not for me As a motherless childContinue reading “.when you never really had a mother “

.your self-proclaimed Eden

You once told me that you no longer recognized me…  Distaste spilled from your mouth as if this was a truth I should somehow have found shame in. But I knew better. Finally, I knew better.  For you see, I am still me. It’s just that when we were together I was made a littleContinue reading “.your self-proclaimed Eden”

.underneath

You ask me where I come from. What I’ve done. Where I’ve been. Who I am.  I could write about my childhood…. growing up in a household with parents who don’t know what love is. With siblings that follow suit. I could tell you about the endless days and nights where I cried alone inContinue reading “.underneath”

.the moments when I miss

Lost moments with loves I never knew…Missing the memories I never got to make… Day dreaming of moments that I know I’ll never have… Questioning why things were never as they seemed.  Longing for the person I had envisioned her to be. Missing what I had hoped she’d be but never was.  How can youContinue reading “.the moments when I miss”