.in my life


I listen to the words of one of my favorite songs by the Beatles, In My Life, and it breaks my heart.

I love people. I’ve loved some more than others. And I’ve loved one more than anything… I’ve trusted and been let down. I’ve worn the rose colored glasses and practically worshiped the man I love.
I love my children with a love that rips me apart each time I think of them.

I love my friends, who have have become my family. And I love them with every ounce of love I have left.

I’ve loved myself and tried to stay true to who I am but often, I lose track of that and love my people more.

I love. I am love. I share love. Yet love consumes me and often ends up hurting me more than I can handle…

I’ve lost a lot. And I appreciate the experiences that love has brought. But I can’t justify the pain that comes when that love is not reciprocated or when it gets torn away from me.

I’m in between, as I can’t control who I love. But I’m tired of getting hurt. And I’m sorry if I take it out on you as I search for balance.

To all whom I love, to all who I ever loved… I love you truly and unconditionally and I always will.

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6 thoughts on “.in my life

  1. sarahgrace

    To love is to hurt. To hurt is to love. You can’t have one without the other. I’d rather hurt and love then feel nothing at all.
    Your words are always so emotional and full of passion. The people you love are very lucky and I bet they know it maybe they just can’t handle it. Don’t ever lose faith. Someday all the love you give out will be given back ten fold.
    Live like no one is watching ms Fox. It will all come together! Love hard and love strong.
    Peace and love!!

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  2. Thank you Sarah. I do love with all my soul. My love is not perfect and most definitely not easy to handle… But I can’t stop myself from loving those whom I love.
    If asked to stop or to pull away or contain my love, then I will respect that wish and act accordingly. But it most definitely doesn’t prevent my heart from crumbling.
    I have a love/hate relationship with my heart. Pun intended 😜 . But I know that my life is fuller because of it. And one day I will look back and be grateful for it all.
    Thank you for reading and sharing, Sarah. Namaste! Peace and blessings to you and yours


    • Thanks for reading, fellow dreamer.
      The love I have given out has been reciprocated most of the time… Just not always on the time table I choose. The funny thing about love, though, is that it rises and falls and changes with the tides yet never fully goes away. It comes with heartache and it comes in a form of ecstasy. Once you truly love someone, they will forever hold that part of your heart. And that’s ok. If they were worth loving at all than they are worth sacrificing that portion of you… At least in my mind. Perhaps they will meet again in another life and continue their love story for eternity…


  3. Inspired by love

    Perhaps they will…
    Perhaps they have in a previous life. Soul mates will find a way to attract each other… Or so a friend has told me.
    Your work and inspiration are a rare form of beauty that only a few people posses. Don’t ever let anything or anyone ever tell you differently. You have the power to change lives.

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  4. Perhaps… I’ll never believe any different until I’m proven wrong.
    One of my favorite readings is…. “According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.”
    Plato, The Symposium

    Thank you again for your support. It fills me with mounds of inspiration! Namaste!


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